So I'm sort of watching Fantastic Four - Rise of the Silver Surfer... well, since as we all know it's not the most amazing movie that ever was, or that it could have been, I'm mostly entertaining myself with bits and pieces of it ( Read more... )

The last couple of days I’ve been ridiculously crumbling in front of everything, and since I've been already that fucked up, I thought I could just as well deliver the finishing blow and do something I always felt emotionally too unstable for, because when you lie on the floor you get that idea that there is no falling deeper. Of course that too is ( Read more... )

Oh, this is the day of doom comic movie wise... well, maybe not doom exactly, but of the big unhappy and of daunting uncertainty :(((


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As far as I know I wasn't. I wouldn't keep my pacifier in for long neither beause I had bad urges to make myself be heard at all time, lol. And I've been biting my nails since early childhood so I think that sort of replaced many other habits.

Last night reminded me of something that has been going through my mind lately.

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Spent the night, and the night before, and so on, reading TMB kink!fic. Effectively killed thousands over thousands of brain cells. Sustained further emotional damage ( Read more... )

[It's so sad. Borussia Dortmund have just beat Bayern Munich in the Bundesliga, but in the CL they've been mostly without a chance. I really don't get why, because, all in all and to my mind, they should be better than e.g. Arsenal, no offense. I'm rather happy it's almost over now... It's really really sad, I wanted this for them, to go somewhere ( Read more... )

Past 3:30 am - lesson for the night.

It would be helpful if I could look the people I'm trying to draw in the eye without getting a seizure or a case of demented giggles.

... This is my favorite phase of  them all x)

I am having a day of such infinite seering longing, it feels like my skin is cracking and my insides cold-burn, and acid is coming out of my mouth. Electricity in the little hairs on my arms. I bloody cannot breathe, barely gasp.

My heart aches.

... I haven't been drinking coffee for about 2 years due to my stomach, and now that I'm back to it for a ( Read more... )

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